I struggle to believe that you're gone, partly because I just don't want to and partly because you have always been so much larger than life. You were just more alive than most people are, and it made everyone around you feel more alive too. Thank you, Nonny, for seeing me as strong and brave even when I didn't feel that way. Thank you for making me feel so loved. I will always love you, always miss you, and my little Frances will grow up hearing stories of her indomitable namesake.